Sometimes when stuff finally happens it's like I have to force myself, cause honestly I lost feelings...I know I should hang out, start over, but if it's with force...wtf...
Can I wake up in my LA bed tomorrow morning and this all be a dream...
Have to...
...shape up...if I can't go back to LA and live I will have to reboot and get on with it...just hard. This place makes me not only very sleepy, but also super depressed. I'm waiting for shit to happen, my friends have a life, a job. But here it's not like in LA where anything can happen and this swedish summer f-in sucks, cause there is nooo sun.
