What's the point?

...I really don't see the point of anything, but making money right now...

I startled myself today by not only thinking; What's the point of being in Sweden once more, but today also; What's the point of going back to LA? Like pulling the rug under my own feet, because now I'm even more clueless...

...I just wanna work, because it's also something to do, but jobs are hard to come by nowadays :/