It's not even just the fact that he is on the other side of the world, it's maybe that you feel like there is some unfinished business...like what if? That you are not really compatible for more than what was. Maybe the fact that he is younger and have his whole life in front of him in that place...you know that age when everything is new cause you just entered a new phase in life that really should be lived with just himself. I can't even place it, maybe it's a crush, maybe it's just a desire or a what if...
