...I always try and figure out the psychology behind things...sure I'm chill chillin, but automatically I analyze you, like I constantly analyze myself...
My brain has always been like a spider web constantly shooting strings to attach or whatever...kind of annoying sometimes actually, comes to handy in my major and stuff...but as for now with almost nothing to do...it's driving me fucking crazy...
Anyhow, I'm not so sure where I'm going with that anymore...am I proving something? Testing people? Being rebellious? Going with or against? or am I trying to let people down on purpose? I'm so tangled up I should just rest my head and just do what I wanna do without analyzing the psychology to fight it...
